I just wanted to say as well that it is personally upsetting that i've drifted so far from everyone, so any contact from anyone is greatly appreciated, i miss ye!

Yes, i am updating. I will say this, its not that i don't have the time or that I'm lazy, i just don't know what to update about. I mean its not like i have an interesting life that i should relate to everyone, at any given moment. Mmmmm...chipsticks. Anywho, am currently burning off CDs for myself. And i'm being forced to drink Avenmore "milk", it tastes like POO! ICKY! When will they realise all i can drink is Lee Strand Milk!

I look back at the past three months and what do i see? The cinema being knocked down. The "fun" i had on a friday night during the festival. Conors Bday party. Stevens House. The multiple trips to Finbars house. The whitehouse Gig. My time in Sligo and Galway. And there was nothing to remember before july! Unless u can prove me wrong?

I look at my friends and wonder, "WOW, how the hell do they put up with me after all these years", thats a new one, "after all these years", oh man, and to think we'll be seperated next year! I am making no sense compared to other peoples xangas. oh well.

Oh! i remembered something i can bitch about! The tralee pipe band has been a part of my life since march! and recently it seems the teachers have gotten bored, or just dnt want to come and teach! I mean, myself and aidan are working off the Common TImes we learned at the start, and the pipe master, so full of himself title, wants us to learn new songs and says the ones responsible for our learning is ourselves, but what can we learn off? we get no sheet music and our teacher is rarely there! and what takes the core from the apple without breaking the shell is that we gave him our numbers in april so he could ring us when he isnt coming down so that we wont waste our evening sitting outside the door! i dont think i'll be going as avidely as i am much longer. mite stop around xmas. i mean whats the point? we're not doing anything and if i dont go aidan aint gonna go! and he wants to stop too! But i'll stop there.

And the "big cheese" at the moment: The Leaving Cert! I'd like to go ahead and say, i'm gonna have it worst at home! due to the fact that my mother did it last year and "knows how much work is necessary". ugh! i don't think i'm gonna be on the comp during term at all! i mean, i ahev no games anymore! i uninstalled GTA and my sub is out on wow so thats out too! i guess it'll keep me from temptation, right?

Aparently my parents are leaving me again tomorrow! for a feckin waterfall! oh well, if i had a chick there'd be fun times had but no, i cant get one!

Isn't it interesting how people fade away from our touch? I mean u cud be as close to someone as their sister or brother and in the space of a month *BOOM* its gone! u dnt even know what they're doing day to day.

Anyway, ugh, tempted to just delete all this post just coz i dont like but sure, screw it, i'll test your reactions!

Bye Guys/Gals
P.S. How come some people can't seem to hide their dislike of other people just for civility sakes? i mean it pisses me off! If u dont like someone dont waste your beath on them! thats what i do! and if you are not talking to someone, or disl;ike someone, or for whatever reason aren't the same as you were with someone, step back and question: Why is it so?

Chance Favours The Prepared Mind!